tell me who you are,
all that has made you,
you know me now,
evry thought and dream,
so tell me god, where are you?

are you there, there in the sun?
when as it rises ans i cant see,
past the blaze, eyes burnin with tears
in this gold fringe, are you there?

or is that you, in that child?
he dimples at me, eyes twinkle,
holding out his little round hand,
in this perfection,are you there?

could it be you in the spring?
you move in the breeze all around me,
blanketed in colours that now spread,
in this fragrence, are you there?

might it be you in the moonshine?
letting me see only what i should,
the silent beauty of the velvety night,
in this peace, are you there?

and now i see you, all at once,
in the mirror on the broken wall,
in eyes that i see on my face,
the love, the joy, the hurt, the fear,
and yes in this faith, i see you, i feel you...
i know you are there.....

sitting across from you, far away..

the room, the world of distance,

looking at you, look at me,

your eyes glowing dark,

shining under the night lights,

your jaw drawn, mouth shut tight,

and how i wish to tell you..

on my skin i can stll feel you

in every breath, i cam still smell you,

in my mind there is but one thought,

in my heart there is just this one wish,

if i could just close my eyes..

how i wish i could tell you...

morning will come, come soon,

and when the first ray warms the sand,

with its gentle golden caresses,

i will be gone, to where i belong,

carried away by the yellow mist,

and how i wish to tell you...

you stand up and walk to me,

my heart stops, quickens, slows,

you lean close, bury your face in my hair,

i live in that embrace, lost for life,

tis done, your fleeting apology,

my hearts tears apart inside of me,

and how i wish to tell you...

every moment of pain of joy,

of relentless agonizing hatred and ecstacy,

ive lived this life for too long,

cant bear to look back at you now,

ive played these games lost and won,

and how i wish to tell you.....

im done

wil i ever forgive me, for looking in your eyes telling lies?
will i ever forgive myself for leaving the next morning?
will i ever forgive , myself for never saying a word?
will i ever forgive myslf for not telling you i love you...

will i ever know the reason why,it hurt so much to kiss you?
will i ever know the reason why, it burns me just to touch you?
will i ever know the reason why i ran away that adrk nighy?
will i ever know the reason why,i never can go back there...

will it ever happen now, the healing of these deep wounds?
will it ever happen now, that i will understand our dark sins?
will it ever happen now, that you will look back at me?
will it ever happen now, all the things of you im wantin...????